Today I was asked a question by my loving husband..... he said 
            "OK are you gonna be freaking out all day and tomorrow because of this guy saying the world is going to end?'
  Well if any of you know me you know why he said this to me. I am one of those people who freak out about everything, I lock all my windows and doors even during daytime, I don't let my kids play outside without me EVER!, I can't go camping without thinking someone will kill me in the middle of the night, I don't react properly to the "2012" idea, I can go on and on..... But today I thought to myself when Garrett said those words to me"the world is going to end" I thought you know I worry a little to much about little things in life and not enough about the big things. I don't think tomorrow will be the end of the world, In the bible it states God and God alone know the date and time of his return not some guy who says he is a preacher and convinced others to give up everything they had.. their homes, savings, and any other investments they had, I believe in God and God alone, I will no longer worry about the end of the earth because only my God can take me home when he is ready, My Faith in God will see me through my worries and through the deceivers in this world, God has given me a loving husband who would do anything for me, 5 beautiful children who I am so proud of that they have chosen my religion over their fathers religion of Buddha, my parents are my parents and I love them with everything  I have, my in laws are my in laws and I love them as if they had been here my whole life. I have what I wanted out of life. A loving family, a loving husband, a personal relationship with God. I know that when my time comes I will have fulfilled everything in my life, what else do I need I have God and my family they are all that matters, and some guy trying to predict the end o the earth will not change me, I am me and God loves me this way!!!!!!!!!!!