summer is here!!!!!!!!!

So my kiddos are finally out of school!!!!!!!! I am super excited and worried at the same time. When school starts next year all four of my babies will be in school full time, I am sad to know Brandon will be in Middle School, he has grown up so fast I can't believe he is already a pre-teen, it was just yesterday that he was my baby, just me and him, now he has brothers and a sister and a cell phone and a laptop and is able to hold adult conversations. I wish I could go back to when he was my little snuggle baby, but now he is grown up, Cy is going into 2nd grade and that means alot for him, he has started liking girls(he is only8) and he has started his attitude a little early so I am hoping he gets the attitude part ou before hitting teenage years, Hannah is going into 1st grade, I am super sad, I loved her Kindergarten teacher, she actually has had Brandon, Cy, Hannah, and next year will have Westin, she is a great teacher and has grown to be a great friend also, Hannah is going to do cheer this coming up year and she is so mature for her age, It hurts me to see her grow up so fast, And Westin will be in school all day for kindergarten, I am worried how he will react to all day being away from me? We are always together now he will be gone all day :-( And last myself, what am I going to do? I am on the PFC at the kids school so that will keep me a little busy but now all my babies are out of the bay stages, I am super sad that I will not be able to baby them anymore!!!!I love them and I am so blessed to have them in my life, I will cherish every moment I have with them They are my life!!!!!

Today I was asked a question by my loving husband..... he said 
            "OK are you gonna be freaking out all day and tomorrow because of this guy saying the world is going to end?'
  Well if any of you know me you know why he said this to me. I am one of those people who freak out about everything, I lock all my windows and doors even during daytime, I don't let my kids play outside without me EVER!, I can't go camping without thinking someone will kill me in the middle of the night, I don't react properly to the "2012" idea, I can go on and on..... But today I thought to myself when Garrett said those words to me"the world is going to end" I thought you know I worry a little to much about little things in life and not enough about the big things. I don't think tomorrow will be the end of the world, In the bible it states God and God alone know the date and time of his return not some guy who says he is a preacher and convinced others to give up everything they had.. their homes, savings, and any other investments they had, I believe in God and God alone, I will no longer worry about the end of the earth because only my God can take me home when he is ready, My Faith in God will see me through my worries and through the deceivers in this world, God has given me a loving husband who would do anything for me, 5 beautiful children who I am so proud of that they have chosen my religion over their fathers religion of Buddha, my parents are my parents and I love them with everything  I have, my in laws are my in laws and I love them as if they had been here my whole life. I have what I wanted out of life. A loving family, a loving husband, a personal relationship with God. I know that when my time comes I will have fulfilled everything in my life, what else do I need I have God and my family they are all that matters, and some guy trying to predict the end o the earth will not change me, I am me and God loves me this way!!!!!!!!!!!